women's right

you can all have my female right of entering the door first and shove it up your ass

opening jokes




I.
The faithless are on occasion more zealot in their faithlessness than believers are in their faith (from the book of personal observations).

2nd movement:
You will notice that what we are aiming at when we fall in love is a very strange paradox. The paradox consists of the fact that when we fall in love we are seeking to re-find all or some of the people to whom we were attached as children. On the other hand we ask of our beloved to correct all of the wrongs that these early parents or siblings inflicted on us. So that love contains in it  contradiction, the attempt to return to the past and the attempt 

to undo the past. [Crimes and Misdemeanors(1989)]


and the scherzo (ultimate absurdity):

"much of our life is built on the hope for tomorrow yet tomorrow brings us closer to death and is the ultimate enemy; people live as if they didn't know about the certainty of death; once stripped of its common romanticisms, the world is a foreign, strange and inhuman place; true knowledge is impossible and rationality and science cannot explain the world: their stories ultimately end in meaningless abstractions, in metaphors. "From the moment absurdity is recognized, it becomes a passion, the most harrowing of all." (The Myth of Sisyphus)




The composer is facing difficulties with the muse of grand finale!
An allegro needed!



Surreal ⊆ Real

The following conversation was started in Google+ under a post with this outline:
"
The purpose of life is to live in the moment and enjoy it like a sheep! not like a complex creature who imprisons himself in self-made concepts such as tradition, religion, culture, addiction, scholarship, moneymaking, ..."


Amd
: The real world outside is the very killer of our dreams and passions. If a man is sucked into it too much, he will most likely kill all of his dreams and fantasies. I think the realm of art and fantasy is what separates a man from his outer world.

Bizz: But art and fantasies actually are a part of a bigger artistic masterpiece - the nature. In other words, they're the nature's doings not from a encapsulated mind of an individual. They are created in the same pattern as their creators', and this is what makes 'the Real' insufficient for man, because unlike 'the Surreal', the rules and pattern are somehow known to him.

Amd: Beyond every real thing, one can find clues from the mind of its creator. But the beauty of an artwork lies in the source of the inspiration by which the artwork is created, which is sometimes too near to a known pattern and sometimes is far too complex. Perhaps one day human mind could be fully analyzed, but till that day we can have fun with its complexity and vagueness.

Bizz: So if that day comes, it will be the death of 'the Surreal'. i.e. 'the Surreal' is nothing more than the ignorance of perception of the mind of a man.

Amd: Yes it will be the and of the surreal project. it's very similar to superstition in that matter, but ignorance is an offensive word considering that surrealism is trying to provide answers to what has no answer. And since the mankind won't reach that point of no return, so why don't we live of lives despite of this paradox.

Bizz: This ignorance is the one thing if seized to exist, all conceptions of humanity will vanish. so will art, beauty, willpower, dreams, passions, desire to find an answer and desire to live. One can either hope that one day he will be able to drop the curtain and destroy all, or he can accept his inability to know the truth and blindfolded enjoy sucking a huge cock and fantasizing it to a menthol lollipop, if you pardon my french!

Let's forget it.

Just when a man starts to thinks about God, all kinds of differences in opinions arise, war break in, murder happens and hatred grows.
The funny thing is we could be all wrong.

Can you outsmart yourself?

Nobody can tell you the way to redemption.

But I can tell you one thing:
We are unable to cheat!

Paranoid Android

Smoking -tobacco- causes cancer, pot is used to fight cancer.
Affects the memory? Well, "Blessed are the forgetful..."
Tell me there's not some sick policy behind banning pot, or at least tell me it's not rendering me paranoid!

What the meaning of life is.

Both "the meaning" and "the life" were not intended to be in the first place to be asked about later.
In other words, asking about the meaning of life is as stupid as talking about the intentions of the bad guy in a movie.
It is what it is.

The need

When your mind is locked and your thoughts are imprisoned by your memories,
when you can't think straight through the obstacles,
when you thirst for more wisdom and ideas,
grab a joint and conquer all the gray cells you want,
and then when you came back to this humble world... whatever... you'll know then.

It's hard to keep up.

The human race is growing too fast.
We have more than twice the past decade's tools and ideas.
And it seems it's not gonna end ever.
But it always develops a way to maintain its control over the overcomplexity of the modern life.

It's called management. If it wasn't for that, we had to go to school until we're 60 and pay one billion dollars for a P4 laptop!

The more managed you are, the more successful you'd be.

Why do we have to suffer.

Some people use their powers. They are called geniuses.
They suffer all the time, because of their great responsibility.

Some people haven't found their powers yet, showing almost no sign of effort.
They suffer less, because they lack a real purpose and a strong ambition.


And there are those who know their powers, but don't put them to good use.
They suffer the most and make others suffer as well.